god better smite me now

how does it go again, that metaphor of life and the wheel? life goes around, comes around, sometimes you’re up, next thing you’re down, and back again, all in a perpetual turning of the proverbial wheel… you know…

well, it’s been 17 months (running) since my life took the turn going down the wheel. and there are no signs of it going back up yet. am i doomed? or is this wheel just so enormous, it’s taking 17 months (running) to take me along the downside? which should mean that if life finally moves me along the upside, it would take a commensurate length of time going towards the peak, right? so longer, happier days by then, correct?

it’s getting to be very frustrating already. i need to see better days.

this is how i feel right now:
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tim biskup’s “deco plague”


3 Responses to “god better smite me now”

  1. 1 ofel808 May 14, 2007 at 12:23 pm

    when you’re down, there is no where to go but up. pero just to be sure the wheel of life goes up on you again.. i guess you have to hit rock bottom first.. hmm.. that is not a comforting thought though.

  2. 2 cornerseat May 15, 2007 at 12:12 am

    (shudder) (shudder)

  3. 3 celticcycle October 31, 2008 at 1:36 am

    All I can say is hang in there. After a 5 year cycle wrapping up, and literally putting me back where I started, financially and geographically, sometimes the wheels turn slowly. The lessons learned were invaluable, though, and aside from a few things I knew were mistakes at the time, I wouldn’t change it.

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